Lila Cutter | poetry | Aunt Does a Healing

Aunt Does a Healing  



little dark knot tucked away
in my big toe—aren’t I clever
wrapping the threads until taut
tugging them across the chest
of the knot then stuff stuff stuff
in the furthest spot from the
—don’t say it—
heart of me

my aunt found it
with her witch sight
cast a moon-glint fishhook
down my throat and put
the rod in my hands

mother’s sister
surrounded by coastal pines
I eddy back to her a child

a teenager off to college
and on the edge
of thirty—an aunt myself
she’s seen the dark

the density of carrying
passed-down heartbreak
never meant to be mine

I held the reel and spun
fished out the water-
logged knot coughed it up

kept breathing
salt air and firs

into the spacious cavern of light
 
 
 

Beeper Peddle is a writer and healer living on the East Coast. She lives with her partner and their beloved soul puppy. Beeper writes about sorrows, lies, and deep loves. When you read her work, you will dip down into her heart and end up in all manner of body parts. Should you find yourself reflected in these words, it is merely coincidence; however, it does not surprise her you share the same heart. Find her at bethpeddle.com and @beeperpeddle on Twitter and Instagram

Lila Cutter (she/her) is an MFA candidate at Oregon State University with a background in equitable arts education work. Her poetry often refracts perceptions of femininity and has appeared in The Racket Journal and Landfill Journal, among others, and is forthcoming in Dream Pop Press and Sugar House Review.