Wendy Kagan | After Costa Rica

After Costa Rica



When we come back from that lushness —
where sloths curl their algaed fur

into the crooks of trees
monkeys make off with snack-bar papaya

and parrots pass overhead
in technicolor twos

their rainbowed bodies bent
on making more rainbowed bodies —

then we return to my bed
to the soft animal in each other

the upturned arrow of desire
iguana-thick in my mouth

your fingers milking sweet
nectar in the dark

the untamed we coax
with tongue and skin

makes the years
fall away

in an empty chrysalis
until at last I become

the Blue Morpho:
I flex and iridesce lapis wings

pulse pure light I become
a universe exploding

the jungle that screams
I am I am I am

in every animal language
when first light

slashes open
a new day




Beeper Peddle is a writer and healer living on the East Coast. She lives with her partner and their beloved soul puppy. Beeper writes about sorrows, lies, and deep loves. When you read her work, you will dip down into her heart and end up in all manner of body parts. Should you find yourself reflected in these words, it is merely coincidence; however, it does not surprise her you share the same heart. Find her at bethpeddle.com and @beeperpeddle on Twitter and Instagram

Wendy Kagan (she/her) lives in New York’s Catskill mountain foothills and takes her two teen girls on faraway adventures whenever she gets a chance. Wendy holds an MA in English from Columbia University. Her poems have appeared in ONE ART, The Poetry Distillery, The Baffler, and elsewhere, and her chapbook Blood Moon Aria was long-listed for the Yellow Arrow Publishing 2024 chapbook competition.